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June 8th, 2005
02:01 am
hello everyone. i'm on guam now. . .max and chris, CALL ME!!! we need to get together. chris i tried calling you a couple days ago. max. . .i lost your number. sorry. okay so call me. yeah. don't forget. shoot
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May 3rd, 2005
10:45 am - landslide
congratulations to the graduating class of 2005! i'm excited for all of you. and it really sucks that i can't be there to see all of my friends graduating. but i will be there. hooray, i finally came to my senses and realized that i need to go to guam. i'll be there in june, so all of you need to email me and give me your phone numbers and whatever. (girl_skate101@hotmail.com)
i must have a heart of gold. i love him now, then, and for always. as crazy as it's gonna get, i will never leave him.
my past. those problems.
he heals. he solves them.
all failure. now gone.
no other. the One.
i miss you all, and i hope to see you soon.
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April 10th, 2005
12:32 am - waste away
my life is boring. rhys came over last night. he was drunk. and he just slept. and i kept coughing my head off. it sucked. hahahaha. i went to the harrison concert and jumped around like an idiot. it was so fun. then i had to be weird and ask joice to drive around honolulu at about 9:30 in the evening to look for an atm. then we freakin get lost on the way back!!! we were driving around for like 45 minutes. "left. okay. . .go right. get in the next lane. okay, i think we should take a right here. oh shit, we were supposed to go that way!!!" finally we tell someone we're lost and we try to work our way back to the church. and of course. . .we run out of gas. right in the middle of the freakin street. we had to like roll into some hotel thingy and wait there for someone to bring some gas. as soon as we stopped the car, i jumped out and started punching and kicking the walls. . .it was so hilarious. aaahhhh. . .good times, good times.
good night everyone! sleep tight.
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April 3rd, 2005
02:47 am - spit on your face
pretty pretty. make me smile.
laugh out loud. it lasts a while.
speak out from here. words last a mile.
put down your hand. don't start to dial.
okay okay. we start to think.
slowly our hearts want to sink.
i walk so quickly towards the brink.
and find you then, my missing link.
how glorious this next one stands.
what i am, soon in his hands.
speak out from there. towards other lands.
listen to our new found bands.
kiss me until my lips bleed.
hush your sound. we do not need.
i'm of thinking my latest creed.
the black dog only gets the feed.
lift up your hands. let go the pain.
fall from your eyes like stirring rain.
give it all up. wash out the stain.
release is what you slowly gain.
crying crying. what do i do.
become this trick. play life's taboo.
crying while they hiss and boo.
look around. see that one woo.
asking asking. answers are far.
still in the mud. not up to par.
masks fall off. they start to mar.
someone hides behind that bar.
running running. hide and seek.
you cannot find me. i stop to peek.
this game too soon becomes so bleak.
i fall so far. you seem so meek.
how long will my game seem to heal.
not long. i know, i'll start to feel.
before your face i soon will kneel.
watching for the cards you deal.
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April 1st, 2005
11:24 pm - kiss me til my lips bleed
okay, when i said forget me. . .i didn't really mean to forget me. HOLY SHIT!!! anyone feel like this right now? if you do, leave a comment.
yeah. . .it's over. i've just realized that he's a liar. and i knew it was kinda impossible to love someone you've never seen.
sob sob. . .i'm done.
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09:35 am - I CHEATED ON YOU!!!
forget me. . .i'm a liar and a cheat. i'll break your heart. just turn around and walk away.
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March 30th, 2005
01:01 am - the cutter room
reach in and take a peek
rough touch, i reach my peak
don't stop, move swiftly now
this game completes our vow
i'm high, so hold me close
your hug, i need the most
inject your poison here
it heals my deepest fear
don't leave, i need you more
i lead you through my door
i'm lost in thoughts of bliss
i search and find your kiss
i reach out and find your brain
you profit from my pain
hold tight to what you know
hide out, don't let it show
through hills of a cotton nest
your tower stands the highest
i reach it without fail
and leave marks along my trail
i tug on wires of black
i swear, i don't hold back
your eyes wander from my view
and i know that it's my cue
the struggle ends, success
we're done, no more, no less
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March 24th, 2005
12:32 pm - DON'T DIE MAX!!!
there's lint in my pocket and it's colorful.
there's dust in my curtains and it's making me sneeze.
regina spektor is quite a dynamic character.
my hair smells like flowers.
there are duracells in my glass.
i don't have any people to call your people.
i heard your voice on the radio.
i have an empty grocery list.
my ceiling is as white as a sheet of paper.
there are staples in my finger.
there's tabasco in this bottle and it's red.
my computer screen is almost as colorful as a frying pan.
milla, my cactus, is dying and it's all my fault.
i like roasting marshmallows on my stovetop.
today was boring. . .again. what's new? i taped sheets of paper to my wall. there is now a collage of old notes, drawings, and burger king job applications occupying a portion of my yellow wall. i took pictures of it. it was fun. and today was hot. just like yesterday. and the day before that. and so on. . .
i love matt becker.
adios. esta. ciao.
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March 23rd, 2005
08:59 am - boredom. . .
I MAKE LITTLE KIDS CRY
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March 13th, 2005
11:56 am - brushfire fairytales
is it possible to fall in love with someone you've never seen?
YEAH!!! i'm getting lsdkfjasl;djf in july. . .haha. i'm so excited! i wish you all could be there. it's not gonna be a big sldkfjsldkj, but it's really gonna happen. my parents don't even know. they don't know anything. i'm gonna die. you all think i'm fools for wanting to sldjf;lasjdf this person. . .haha. maybe i am fool. but if being love is so wrong, put me away. . .cause you can't stop me.
i heard about your whole harvest fiasco. . .are they reading this now??? back off lskjdfklsjd. HAHAHA!!! i think i'm drunk. haha. so yeah. . .
good luck on the senior trip. i hope you guys have fun. i know you will. and be good. you can party after highschool. just be good now. you'll be happy you behaved.
hey, do any of you talk to ashlee? what's her lj name?
um. . .anyone coming to hawaii for school? let me know. . .we can be bored together.
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February 23rd, 2005
04:00 am - will we ever love again?
um. . .i'm not sure what to say. . .i'm assuming that was directed towards me. and if it wasn't, you can ignore the rest of this. . .lecture, or whatever it ends up being. i'm sorry for your loss. i guess all i can say is, suck it up. . .i'm not trying to be harsh. or heartless. you just have to do things differently now. do things in your day that lead you away from her, not always towards thinking about her. i know, that isn't always easy, and who wants to forget the love of their life? just. . .let love free. if it comes back, it's yours to keep. if it never returns, it was never meant to be.
if you lose someone who you thought was the only one in the world who was going to make you happy, fate must have other plans in mind. i had found someone who i thought i would grow old with, someone who made me smile when i felt the most crappy, someone who helped me realize that the future is closer than i thought, and i that i shouldn't let my dreams get left behind. and then i lost them. the world seemed. . .distant. i wasn't alive anymore. my mind drifted into another place, a place we all hate to be. and i slowly had to fall back into reality. i had to let myself live again. i had to realize that i can't spend the rest of my life sulking over someone who had a life of their own to live.
and after life was closer in range, i met the most incredible person. and now we're together. happy. i just pray this happiness lasts forever.
i'm sorry that i can't be the one to help you out of this rut. i'm not sure what role i play in this. . .
and now i'm not sure what else to say. i'm sorry. . .
hello harvest people. . .
this is the stranger you onced called friend. when's the last time i wrote in this thing. . .so, are you guys going to australia? that is awesome. . .i can't believe you guys are graduating already. i mean, you've got a few more months ahead of you, but you're almost there. it's unbelievable. . .
i've gone from sad loner. . .to mad lover. . .well, almost. i think i'm still sad. . .my boyfriend's. . .yes! i have a boyfriend! and i love him. his name is matt. . .and i'm done talking. i'm too tired to write the rest. . .i miss all of you. i'll write later. . .when i'm sane. adios. . .
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October 26th, 2004
01:28 am - hello. . .my name is salad fingers. . .
hi. . .i'm bored. i'm sleepy. . .i want to eat something. i have no life. . . can you tell? hey, candy, what're you getting that ring for? i really like it. . .nice. . .and what happened to brian's hair? and why is the sky blue. . . and where do babies come from. . .whoa. . .haha. . .j/k i hope you're all doing good. . .oh today, this guy in my class. . .he's really really really hot. . .uh. . .he works at abercrombie and fitch and we all know about them abercrombie and fitch guys. . .hehe. . . yeah well, he gave me his number. . .i'm so lame. . .i tell everyone that like he was checking me out or something. . .and why do i keep telling people about it? i'm so weird. . . okay. . .i'm just wasting space here. . .blah blah blah blah. . .okay i'm done. . .
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October 14th, 2004
05:22 am - waikiki, honolulu, hawaii
all good things must come to an end. . . ever think about that? if it was really good, it should last. like love. love is good. love is great. and love is supposed to last forever. . .
today, i ditched my black fingernails and made them bright sparkly red. . . have any of you heard that song "somebody" by bonnie mckee? i love that song. it's really nice. and so is her hair. i'm gonna make my hair like that! no, i'm joking, but maybe. . . i miss my long hair. . .
hearing your voice, so sweetly speaking
the crack in my heart, it starts leaking
i can't hold back, the tears are flooding
in my eyes, the ground is puddling
you'll never know, unless i tell
the feelings make me feel unwell
take me home, back to where we used to play
take me home, on the grass we used to lay
take me home, i can't stay here any longer. . . without you
my love, you don't know this
no one knows it's really you i miss
how long can i hold this secret here
how long til the world starts to care
8-3-04 by tiana rosenberger
okay, i'm bored. . . have a nice day. . .
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October 13th, 2004
06:18 am - CHARLY SAYS:
hi everyone. . . it's tiana. . . i'm bored. blah blah blah. . . school is boring. be glad you are at harvest, cause college won't seem so hard. i'm bored. . . uh. nothing much happens here. i mean, a lot happens, i'm just not involved in any of it. there is always a party every weekend, and movies at the beach for FREE!!! hehe. . . uh. . . there are fireworks at the hilton every friday night, and you can see and hear them from my apartment. and guess who works there!!! phil. ho hum. . . for those of you who knew about me and phil. . . it's over. we fought, we cried, and now we're okay. and i started liking this other guy majorly. . .but he got scared and thought i wanted to marry him, which i didn't. i just really like him, and he likes me, but it's pathetic and we don't know what's going on. . . i miss all of you. i haven't met anyone out here like you guys. . . yeah. . .okay, uh, if you guys want anything out here, that isn't on guam, just ask. and i'll see what i can do. alrighty then. . . i don't have much more to say now. so i'll leave you alone. bye!
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October 11th, 2004
01:31 am - everytime i wonder
everytime i hear the floorboards start to crack
i wonder if it's you, finally coming back.
everytime i hear someone knocking on my door
i wonder if you miss my love and are coming back for more.
everytime there's ringing and i hear that resonating sound
i wonder if your searching's done, and it's me you've finally found.
everytime i fall asleep and dream of something new
i wonder if you're dreaming, and you're dreaming of me too.
everytime i sit alone in a coffeshop or store
i wonder if you'll come around and sit with me on the floor.
everytime you come to mind, i ask the world one thing
i wonder if you love me. . .
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September 11th, 2004
03:52 pm - i'm new
hey everyone. it's tiana. i miss you guys. everyone from harvest!!! after graduate you all have to move to hawaii so i can see you all again. man, i'm so lonely here.
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